I waited patiently for my friend to arrive.
But she didn’t
because I had the wrong day.

I took a selfie and sent it to my son. I had no idea that soon I would be having a very beautiful conversation! I was being silly and carefree!
So I sat alone at the restaurant
on Valentine’s Day
wanting to reassure everyone that people do love me, they’re just not here right now…
With little battery power left on my iPhone
I pull out my little journal
The one that I’ve been drawing in
And I grab a pencil and soon some images appear on the paper.
The owner of the restaurant walks by and stops.
He asks me how I like the food.
It was delicious!
And then he asks me what I am doing.
“Are you a poet?” he inquires.
“No, these are words from the Bible” I reply.
“You study the Bible?” his Lebanese accent as flavorful as his cuisine.
I thought I was meeting my friend for lunch –
but now I’m making a friend.
“My priest tells me about Jesus. I go to church. I think what you are doing is very good thing. I have questions. I think my priest makes God sound like a monster. He says things I don’t understand.”
He seems convinced that I am a student. It’s hard for him to believe that I’m a regular person. I tell him I read the Bible every day. I study but I’m not a student. Jesus is very real in my life.
Tucked away in this restaurant, I begin to tell him some of my story. “One day I began reading the Bible for myself. I read from a Study Bible and started in the New Testament. It changed my life. I was never the same. That is a good thing.”
His face is quizzical. We both seem confused about what is happening. Neither of us expected this conversation.
I feel a little embarrassed because I’m not an artist and these aren’t my words.
“Whom have I in heaven but you?” he repeats Psalm 73:25 aloud.
He pauses, I slowly turn a few pages and he says kind things. He tells me it is beautiful. I’m ready to cry.
He asks me if he can get me anything and I touch his elbow and tell him he has already given me so much. I thank him, he turns away. We smile and I tell him, “Bless you.”
I think this man might just start to read the Bible. Maybe God is tugging on his tender heart. I will never know the answer but that’s how it felt within me. The mustachioed man didn’t know that hours before coming to his restaurant, I was walking and praying. “Heavenly Father, if it pleases you, open up opportunities for my life and abilities to honor you.”
God gave me a special Valentine’s Day gift today. I brought my best Friend with me today even though I appeared to be alone. And I did meet a friend after all.
This is one date I am glad I missed. How wonderful and how bold and courageous of you to share this new thing God is doing in your life. I know you. That was a risk. Beyond the risk of sharing who you are, you shared who Jesus is and that is life-giving. I too believe he may read the bible for himself now. My prayer is that he no longer sees God as a monster, but rather as the lover of his soul. Bless YOU my friend and I will see you NEXT week.
Yes, it was such an extraordinary thing, I was in shock! I think the man behind me was also listening in on the conversation. I kept on wanting to do what I sensed the Lord was asking of me. I hope what I did was pleasing in His sight.
P.S. I adore you!!!
Thanks for NOT showing up! I was just trying to finish my lunch and not look lonely!
Oh, Cindy!! Tears in my eyes. Glory to God in the highest!
It was a moment I won’t forget! I couldn’t believe it was really happening!
Wow. That.is.all.
Thank you! I agree!
chill bumps
That’s how I felt! It was a very precious experience!
That is such a cool story!! Makes me think of some of the incidents with Lilly. 🙂 Isn’t our Lord so good!!
I thought about you and Lilly also as I was writing the post!